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It's been a tiring day today.

But nonetheless, i had quite a little food for thoughts.

Firstly, it's been awhile since the whole poly gang meet up.

I still see QQ, Terence, Meng Siang and sometimes, Chang Da in school. Outside classes, I meet up Chris, QQ while working and that's all!

I met up with QQ today for our shopping of shoes. He too has to invest in his working shoe and we hung out for awhile after shopping.

We shopped at Vivocity and we talk about what our gang is doing recently.

Then, we head to the Outdoor sea-view balcony on the 3rd floor to look at our future workplace, Sentosa!

I become EMO-tional for that moment. LOL.

It seems that coming out on a weekend wasn't a group effort anymore. We used to be activity partners that will catch the latest movie within our gang.

It's understandable how somethings could fall in priority in life. And we just have to live with it.

After some soul-searching, I guess it's really something that requires both parties to agree.

Just like a relationship, it takes two hands to clap.

I can easily list out what everybody is busy with BUT at the end of the day, We have to put in MORE effort if we were to keep our current gang.

No doubt we are still friends but degrading the position from being a activity partner to only a mutual friend wasn't what i want.

We need a leader, somebody who will hold and lead the whole gang in activities. And If we truely concern about the well being of the whole friendship and activity partners, I will gladly step up for the task.

Having said that, I have to say thanks to Kang An and Min Zhen for being in that leader/organizer position for the past 3 to 4 years. Like it or not, They have been vital in holding down our group!

Without you 2, There will not be the gang today where occasionally, we still have a group outing of close to 10 person!

I understand Kang An is busy with his studies and Min Zhen busy with her work. Like i mentioned above, We just have to live with all this changes.

Having said that, When was the last time you received an SMS with a mass movie invitation?

I really couldn't recall, But things could start again somewhere. I should do that.

And At the end of day, It all boils down to how one cherish the friendship we've had. We are done with our Poly days where we always hang out because our timetable are the same.

Today and in the unforeseeable future, We WILL DEFINITELY not have the same time schedule as each other. So, Like how Chris had posted How much are you willing to give to be successful, I'll post:

"How much are you WILLING to do to retain a friendship?!"

Having said all this, I too have a girlfriend relationship to maintain.

Up-coming will be my exams/ studies as well as the start of my Part-time job. But like I had always manage my time, I believed that i had managed my handling of relationship well.

Lets keep our gang activities coming again and again okay?

Regardless of who can turn up eventually, We will and should give in our fullest efforts!

That, I can Promise you!

So, here are my 5 success for today:

1. I bought my working shoe today!

2. I meet and catch up with QQ!

3. My mind was very "negative" today but i told myself "Thank you for your advice" and ignored what my head tells me.

4. I deposited $1.00 into my Financial Freedom Account!

5. I sort out my thinking for my friend issue which have been a concern for me!

With that, I'll end today's post with:

"YOU HAVE A MILLIONAIRE MIND!"